Le' Letter

I should have never made sweet love to you, so soon after my break up in June.

Vulnerable to your charm and your handsome way in the kiss I had missed from the one I broke away.

Your words set a fire to my body and I longed for your touch.

I have no pride with the sensitive heart of mine.  I could look at you with tears in my eyes from just the fear alone of how I feel so strong so soon. Don’t run away… please I mean no harm to you… but I cannot help this empty feeling when my thirst of you is not quenched.

I cannot control how I feel ever since our world’s collided at hot summer day. You occupied a piece of me I could only dream would be reciprocated and I’m afraid.

Every day from the moment I laid eyes on you, the memory of you lingering until desired found a way to hear your voice.

You are more than a fine brother with a tight physique … I wanted to get to know who you where, not just in between the sheets.

I wanted to be closer to you, to know you inside and out.  But because of how we started out all that I will ever know is how you made me feel sexually.

Baby girl it’s going to be all right, it will be all right…

I’ve been trying to find the words to this song in my heart that has played for you since day one.

I’m sitting here are feeling sorry for myself because I’ve played myself with you when I know I demand more from myself.

Up your feeling bad because the calls are far and few between and when we do speak it is for an after hours rendezvous.

I want to tell you how I feel that you make it so hard because I’m feeling like all you want to do is take a casually…I do too you but I want to be friends too.

You are so busy and so am I but can’t we get together some time. May be for dinner or for a movie something to get to know me?

I suppose it is too late to change the routine but how can I not regret getting to know you before we went there…