The Story of Love - Life & Death : Is it a Dream or Reality?

On my floor I’m lying, coughing, choking, moaning, whining, so in love with you I’m dying. Inside my heart I’m crying, screaming, hurting mourning for I feel the end is coming.

My mind is dwelling, self denying, my eyes are closing my lips are mumbling, your name I’m calling. For I am drifting in and out of reality, out of my body for I am rising , floating, flying, searching for you I’m trying. Down I’m looking and there I’m seeing my body suffering, hands together I’m praying, wishing for a blessing, a miracle of healing. Searching hoping to find you learking, for in your arms I knows the curing. I keep Believing.

Somewhere I must be overlooking so I keep on searching, The hunts never ending. This is so confusing. I keep coming up with nothing. By beginning is soon to be my ending, my time is descending. I’m running, I’m weakening, fighting the feeling of crumbling. Desperate for time I fall to my knees begging you please. Screaming your name I’m going insane for death I hear is calling my name. My screams are echoing going far all I want to know is where you are. Looking all around you are no where to be found. Where are you come out I need you now! I love you, your hiding avoiding me, how!?

How could you leave me alone on my own in this world so cold. I’m lost without you my life’s bound to fold. I’m loosing faith and giving up hope, there’s no way I can’t seem to cope. Still on my knees with my head to the ground something inside said turn around. I lift up my head to see what was there, nothing but mist in the atmosphere. When glowing and flowing towards me you came, not death but you were calling my name. My eyes are focusing its strength I am gaining no longer weak I am prevailing. You pick me up my heart beats fast, I’m tingling shaking, hoping the feeling lasts. I cling to you with tears in my eyes so happy to see you tears of joys what I cry. Your eyes are twinkling, gazing so deeply, you hold me tightly, kissing me lightly. mmm... you do it so nicely.

All of a sudden I hear a loud bang and feel myself falling, tossing, turning, swooping, swirling, falling down fast seeing my life pass, before my eyes, will I die? No stopping, no turning, no where else to go except over the cliff, where I land no one knows. Slamming hard back into my body, startled by the rush of reality. Only to find it’s morning for I was only dreaming.

Grateful to be back in my room once again praying to God I am not dead. thank the Lord . Amen.