Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 1, 2006

A Tale...

Once upon a time in a place
there lives a woman in a daze who dreams of yesterday.

Her dreams are so alive that today would pass her by
and when the night would come she wished her life to die.

Her eyes are deep with woe until all who looked would know
that inside she was suffering cause her past she can’t let go.

Her hair is like the seasons and her skin much like pure gold,
With forever in her grasp she might never grow to old.

You can gaze upon her beauty and you feel as if you know her,
and if she could be bought you wish you could afford her.

With bare feet she walks with grace she is like poetry in motion,
people stop and stare just to give her there devotion.

She is that of a mighty queen and majestic like no other,
no one could compare and your heart is drawn to love her.

She speaks of many things and gives all that she can give,
gets nothing in return and this is the life she lives

She doesn’t wear a crown nor flashy jewelery just for show,
but this one thing she wears is very special soon you’ll know.

Surrounded by adversaries she lives a modest life alone,
separate from the world no place to call her own.


Anklets made with beads hand crafted by her love,
bare feet with anklet jewels but no clothing to speak of.

A very humble woman poor indeed of material things
but rich in abundace of life unlike many human beings.

Everything about her is unique and far superb,
but no one knew her name, nor nothings she’s endured.

A mystery she remains in the eyes of all who look in wonder,
not knowing when she came not knowing where she comes from.

She never says a word and keeps quiet to herself
while in her mind she meditates on ways she can be felt.

There is a place she wants to go but danger is all around,
nothing but pain and sorrow is all that can be found.

The Forest of Heavy Souls is where she longs to go

In the Forest of Heavy Souls is a cave tucked far away
thats where she wants to live her life and there she wants to stay.

Away from all the madness of those wanting to come in,
while steping over skeleton bones of those she fought to win.

Scatered all around theres cobwebs left and right,
its dark most of the day but sometimes there is light.

It’s warm and cozy in the forest where she lives by day to day,
not knowing what tomorrow brings or if she can remain.

Sometimes she weeps over sorrows of her soul
and every time she crys apears a rainbows in the sky.

The sun doesn’t aways shine and rain is not a stranger
cause in the forest of heavy souls there often lies some danger.

Afraid to stay inside the cave cause inside shes blind, can’t see,
fear of not knowing what goes on compells her heart to leave.

She steps out the forest into the world so cold and dangerous
feeling lost and insecure hoping nothing changes... 

TBC

Sunday, March 5, 2006

I've Learned...

I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life
does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.


I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she
handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas
tree  lights.


I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll
miss them when they're gone from your life.


Saturday, January 1, 2005

Looking Out...

Looking out across the silver sky wondering how love shines through to blue.

Blue skies with rays of sun to warm the heart, cool breezes to set your mind to soar, high above the clouds were the rain waits to fall and birds dare to follow.

There it’s like paradise they only a chosen few can partake of. Where lies ceased to exist and peace is an abundance.  No wars of the heart no fighting by words, no pain only happiness and joy in countless days of foreverness.

Time lingers on like stands falling through the hour glass… only empty… if never becomes full of life and love…. it continues to flourish like the earth under Gods supervision..

Destiny I follow thee because of you there is a me and a dream I must succeed.  From time indefinite I can be free.  Free from this system of things, free from all hurt and pain, I will live again.  under new direction, under pure perfection, I can finally be the me I need to be.

I continue to watch as purple haze becomes the sky, no sun set today but the moon begins to shine like the sparkle in your eyes, big and bright I’m drawn to the light.  Like the ora of your soul I’m touched buy it, like the tydes that are guided by it, I am moved.

Wishing you are here to enjoy this experience because I feel weak and oh so vulnerable. So much like the elements you are to meet because of all the joy they bring me, natural beauty is what I find in you as if the universe and all that’s in it binds you.

When you gaze upon the stars do you say hello my brothers and sisters.  When the wind blows do you blow with it.  When the rain falls do you tell your mother not to cry or when the earth shakes, father don’t be angry?

Interesting theory this is I must say because you affect people in a special way.

No matter what the answer, it doesn’t really matter because you be long to me and I really couldn’t be happier.  With all the joy and love you bring you could make the whole world sing. Sing like rare birds of paradise, songs of never strife, it fills the air with the hum that lulls the evil to slumber.

Take a break spirits of evil, too much energy being spent.  24 hours a day of pain, suffering and tournament.  Even they can become tired of all the rigamarow. but until the rare bird of paradise sings to them they never know.  Like some thing smooth and hipnotic the sound embellishes the earth like a wave of compassion kissing the universe.


Step back for a moment and take a look around, delight in the wonder, cherish the sound. peace and silence you could hear a single rain drop.

Wednesday, December 1, 2004

AN ANSWERED PRAYER

When I was down and out, when I wanted to die,
I prayed to the Lord for a way to survive.
I didn’t know then, but to my world you were conceived,
Baby, for me you were made alive and in this I must believe.

God knew what I needed and my love, you are the one.
The answer to my prayers, now my life’s just begun.
With you I will live, for the rest of my days,
and treasure each moment, ‘cause I’ll never be the same.

Saturday, October 2, 2004

Haven’t I been Good to You?

Hear I am dressed in white by Candle light, while sweet inscents burn, longing for your company, because all day long I yearn, so patiently I’ll wait.

Patiently I’ll wait with visions of your face, your tender warm embrace, anticipation fills my soul, I don’t think I can wait, so impatiently on this string I hang.

Sunday, June 22, 2003

Farewell to Online Dating

Have you ever thought to yourself… one day I will meet mine?
And did you ever say to yourself… and when I do… it will be on line?

Friday, January 24, 2003

My Smile…

To my smile, I’m inspired to write this song for you…
Because to me, you are so beautiful…

I wake in the morning, look in the mirror and see you shine in my eyes
and instantly I know my day will be on high, cause you are my smile.

Monday, December 9, 2002

I was wrong…

I was wrong to insist that you love me and only me
I was wrong not to let you be free
I was wrong to think I could play the same game
I was wrong to believe two wrongs could make it right
I was wrong when I thought I could tell you the rules

Tuesday, January 1, 2002

TIME WOUNDS ALL HEELS

It was midnight blue and the moon wouldn’t shine
you’ve left me with just a memory of you in my mind.

I keep seeing you with that angry look on your face
the memory of your words so harsh they’ll not erase.

I don’t know what happened how did we get here like this
so far away from the love we had and its our spirit I miss.

We bonded so close from the very first glance
it’s amazing how things change when we thought they would last.

Time heals all wounds they say
but only death could take this pain away.
But time will wound the heel that you’ve been
and maybe then I can put my life back together again.

Thursday, November 1, 2001

DON’T MAKE ME SNAP

Because of you my mind is gone, all the time, no ones home
Out of control is what I am, aint got no game, aint got no plan.
Baby, please... don’t make me snap.

Deep in the night under the full moon light
your body calls for me and I can’t hardly breathe
Baby, please... don’t make me snap.

My heart gets to beating, every time I get the feeling
The yearning for your love, its like heaven up above
Baby, please... don’t make me snap.

I get these shakes, I get these shivers cause my body you deliver
All the love you give to me its your love that releases me.
Baby, please... don’t make me snap.

You send chills down my spine, and deep between my thighs
Boy you make me wet, want to holler, make me sweat.
Baby, please... don’t make me snap.

Baby Please, I can’t lie,  I’ve let go and I know why
I cant sleep, not even a nap until you and only you make me snap

Baby please... make me snap.

Monday, October 1, 2001

SOMETHING ABOUT YOU

From the night I first laid eyes on you
I knew there was something between me and you.

I could see it in your eyes, the way they sparkled, the way they shined.
Held your hand in mine and I knew it at the time,
from this day on we would have a special bind.

From your head down to your toes all about you I want to know.
Know  what your about from the inside to the out.

There’s no doubt in my mind, you are one of a kind,
someone worth knowing, someone worth loving.

Friday, June 22, 2001

DON’T I HAVE A RIGHT TO KNOW?

Don’t I have a right to know, when you come and go
Don’t you question me, when I come and leave
Isn’t it fair to say that we have lived this way?
For years it has been, so now why do you change?

The other day, I remember it well, you said you tired and wanted to rest  (confessed) you said you weren't hungry

I didn't know you went to our favorite restaurant without me to eat
You didn't tell me you were at the movies that’s why you didn’t get enough sleep
I thought we shared a bond that now seems so incomplete
Just confess it to me baby your just a low down dirty cheat

and today I find out that you were on the phone 
You tell me your leaving town, only the night before
I can’t even say good-bye cause your walking out the door.
You don’t know when you will be back...
Don't come back!

Chains...

From the top of my skull inside there is a string of some kind.  It and runs from my mind clear down through my spine and grabs all of my private thoughts and parts, this string even tugs at my heart. Today this string has turned into a chain, no longer light and giving, its strong and controlling.  I need relief.  I feel like I am being turned inside out and pulled in every direction that nowhere has been. Nothingness.

Nothingness plays his part today… in my mind, in my heart, in my pussy… everywhere my string runs the chain that binds me. In knots my soul is twisted. My mind can’t stand another thought, my heart can stand another beat, my pussy can’t cum knowing you’ll leave me.  I’m in pain. 

Sunday, April 1, 2001

Who do you think you are

Who do you think you are,
trying to step on the neck of a born to be star?
No one can stop what was destined to be
Try if you will with your negative energy
You failed from jump street,
because your insecurities made you weak, not me.

Friday, February 2, 2001

WHAT YOU ARE TO ME

You are the smile on my face
You are the style in my hair

You are the laughter in my ears
You are the essence of love in my nose
You are the air that I breathe

You are the vision in my eyes
You are the salt in my tears

You are the tingle down my spine
You are the chill in my bones
You are the lotion on my skin

Wednesday, November 1, 2000

LOVE HURTS

Why does love have to dig into the soul, like a well that’s drills for gold.
Digging deep down inside, in places you can’t hide,
till there’s no where left to go.

You betray your mind in hopes to find the lover to care for your core.
So you display your fears, expose your tears to reveal what love drills for.

The pain you feel would be worth the deal if the love in return was real
but the loss you were dealt was like nothing you felt
and now you are damaged material

Thursday, June 1, 2000

I STILL LOVE YOU

Every now and then I still feel an emptiness inside that only you filled,
Deep in my heart I know, I’ve got to let go because to me you’ve never been real.

You tell me that you care, you tell me you’ll be there,
Lead me all around, now your nowhere to be found. 

But I still love you.

Lying in my bed at night feeling all alone,
Wishing you were here with me to sing you my love song.

Saturday, April 1, 2000

I CANT FEEL YOU

Once upon a time, not to long ago, you were my lover and all I knew
Because I spent so much time loving you I wonder what happened, I can’t feel you.

I use to feel so connected to you like a hand in glove
I never had a problem showing you love
and now I feel like I’m all mixed up
and I know it’s all because you fucked up

I was good to you and gave you all I had,
you were my everything until things went bad.
Why did you lie and play so many games
Now I can’t feel you and you are to blame.

Wednesday, December 1, 1999

HOW CAN I SMILE WHEN ----

How can I smile when were miles apart
How can I live when you hold my heart
Tell Me….

How can I smile when your not around
how can I live when my heart can’t be found
Tell Me….

How do I smile when I watch you leave
how can I live when I can’t breathe
Tell Me….

How can I smile when my worlds upside down
how can I swim when without you I drown

Tell Me….

Tuesday, September 1, 1998

Dear Romeo...

How do I love thee, for all thy ways have yet all to be counted. Know me, understand me, for thou I’ve tried. My love for thee hath not merely one way to be counted, but many a thousand and even still a thousand more. For I am countless to the multitude of treasures my love hath offer thee. For all the many ways thou giveth love to me, I love thee.