Haven’t I been Good to You?

Hear I am dressed in white by Candle light, while sweet inscents burn, longing for your company, because all day long I yearn, so patiently I’ll wait.

Patiently I’ll wait with visions of your face, your tender warm embrace, anticipation fills my soul, I don’t think I can wait, so impatiently on this string I hang.

Lying across my bed with my head drowning in mental thought, staring at the clock while memories of you dance like shadows on the walls, I wish you would call.

Oh how I need your call as I imagine footsteps in the hall, listening closely to every sound feeling my heart race and pound, though it’s not your car I hear, and its not your keys I fear. Where are you now.

The telephone rings, but your voice doesn’t greet me, my loneliness pours out like anger all over the scene and I can’t breathe. I feel crazy, it’s amazing I just explode inside with pride. I’m so hurt.

My CD’s are played out, my candles don’t burn like before, the gown I wear doesn’t feel good anymore, I should put the chain on the door, cause your not coming home.

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Why do I weep when all my life seems sad, I should be accustomed to treatment that’s bad. But you, your suppose to be different, how could you disappoint me, I thought I was your baby and you don’t even phone me.

Haven’t I been good to you, honest and true to you? Don’t I take care of you even when you don’t expect me to? Why do I do the things that I do, it’s only because I love you.