I am but a girl...

I am but a girl… longing to become a woman in your embrace…

I am but piece of paper… longing for your pen to cross my empty space…

And make me poetry.

Because you, you are the time and the space of what true love is and what it becomes when love meets truth and integrity.

Eternity.

I am but a seed lying in the warmth of the sun until your light allows me to bloom for you…just for you.

Because I want…only because I want for you…long for you…I die for you.

How can the power be so strong as to will my heart into such splendor and joy and yet in the same breath break all my spirit and leave me chill and weary…alone.

Are you not just a man, a human man of flesh and blood? Why then must you control my every emotion that floods these walls with just words… with gestures.  Deliberate you are.

Like a coward my heart beats as horses racing the track… I can’t run.  The pain of even such a thought burns tears into my cheeks because I am but a woman in the embrace of by a man…flesh of flesh, bone of bone, heart of heart.

Damn the power of love! A simple word for such a complicated definition for which there is none.

Your love is like fire I am constantly a blaze and every bone in my body aches and my loins weep from passion and only the depth of your embrace and the look from your soul can validate my love and soothe this burn for you.  Don’t leave me.  Don’t ever leave me.

Crazy could not describe what I would go through if I could not be with you.

In my dreams I loved you because in my weariness you were there for me. 

In darkness and confusion you gave me light and direction.  You cared for me like your child… I am helpless in your presence, weak and infantile.  Hold me in my dreams.

Reality hurts because my world isn’t complete until I fall in love in sleep… it is a restless world without you.

My life would make it so much more sense if I weren’t scared to live alone.