Understanding

I need to prepare.  Need to do more than live in my head. I need to express myself. I need to come clean… or at least prepare to come clean.

Nobody knows me. I think most would say they do, but they have no idea. You know what I want you to know. Some of it may be deep, all of it revealing enough to bring you closer to me. But the truth is, you never knew me. I have never trusted anyone enough for them to really know me. Maybe if I had, I might not be here in this position today.

How do  justify my actions? How do I make sense of the risks I took? How can I possibly validate my life up to this point?

Who will understand. How can anyone understand? Why would anyone understand? Even I don’t understand!

My Future Husband

My future hubby (Logan) is a wonderful addition to our family. He is everything a man should be, and on those very rare occassions where he isn't Mr. Wonderfully Perfect, the so called "transgression" is not only easy to forgive, but easily forgotten. This is the easyiest relationship I have ever had and we are approaching 5 years now. It's awesome! I have never known anyone like him. I admire him and apprecaite him so much. I just feel completely and utterly blessed