Monday, September 16, 1996

“JUST A GLIMPSE”

Looking out across the silver gray sky wondering how love could shine through to blue. Blue sky’s with rays of sun to warm the heart, cool breezes to set your mind to soar, high above the clouds where the rain waits to fall and the birds dare to follow. There it’s like paradise that only a chosen few can partake of, where lies cease to exist and peace is in abundance. No wars of the heart no fighting with words initiated by heartache, only happiness and joy in countless days of foreverness is all that exists. Time lingers on like sand falling through the hour glass, only empty it never becomes. Full of life and love it continues to flourish like the earth under Jehovah’s supervision. Destiny I follow thee, because of you there is a me, and a dream I must succeed, from time indefinite I can be free. Free from this system of things free from all hurt and pain, I will live again. Under new direction, under pure perfection, I can finally be the me I am intended to be.

I continue to keep watch as purple haze becomes the sky, no sunset today as the moon begins to shine. Like the sparkle in your eyes big and bright I’m drawn to the light. Like the aura of your soul I’m touched by it, like the tides that are guided by it I’m moved by it. Wishing you were here to enjoy this experience with your baby love because right now I feel weak and oh so vulnerable. So much like the elements you are to me, natural beauty is what I find in you as if the universe and all that’s in it binds you. When you gaze upon the stars do you say “Hello my brothers and sisters” do you know each one by name? When the wind blows throughout the atmosphere is it because you have exhaled it? When the rain falls from the sky do you say “Mother please don’t cry” or when the earth trembles and shakes do comfort it by saying “Father it will be OK”? Interesting theory this is I must say, all I know is you effect me in a very special of way. No matter what the answer, if an answer could be given, it really doesn’t matter because you belong to me and happier I couldn’t be. With all the joy and love you bring you could make the whole world sing. Sing like a rare birds of paradise, songs of never strife. Like chimes your words are to me you fill my heart with a hum that lulls all evil to sleep. You say, “Take a break spirits of evil, there is too much energy being spent, twenty four hours a day of pain, suffering, and torment, not another moment will I give it”. Like something smooth and hypnotic the sound embellishes the earth like a wave of compassion kissing the universe. I step back for a moment and I take a look around, delight in the wonder and cherish the sound. Peace and silence what a feeling I feel, I could hear single rain drops fall just as clear, I have no fear. My heart is at ease my mind is set free, I can breathe, if only for a moment it is enough for me.