Friday, June 22, 2001

Sympathy

I just want to remind you that time is a gift.  It works in wonderful and mysterious ways.  While there never seems to be enough time, there are also those occasions when time just seems to drag on.  While time can be generous and merciful it can also seem too short. 

Be grateful for the time you have, forgive the time that past, and allow for time to heal. Peace belongs to you.

Blessings~

DON’T I HAVE A RIGHT TO KNOW?

Don’t I have a right to know, when you come and go
Don’t you question me, when I come and leave
Isn’t it fair to say that we have lived this way?
For years it has been, so now why do you change?

The other day, I remember it well, you said you tired and wanted to rest  (confessed) you said you weren't hungry

I didn't know you went to our favorite restaurant without me to eat
You didn't tell me you were at the movies that’s why you didn’t get enough sleep
I thought we shared a bond that now seems so incomplete
Just confess it to me baby your just a low down dirty cheat

and today I find out that you were on the phone 
You tell me your leaving town, only the night before
I can’t even say good-bye cause your walking out the door.
You don’t know when you will be back...
Don't come back!

Chains...

From the top of my skull inside there is a string of some kind.  It and runs from my mind clear down through my spine and grabs all of my private thoughts and parts, this string even tugs at my heart. Today this string has turned into a chain, no longer light and giving, its strong and controlling.  I need relief.  I feel like I am being turned inside out and pulled in every direction that nowhere has been. Nothingness.

Nothingness plays his part today… in my mind, in my heart, in my pussy… everywhere my string runs the chain that binds me. In knots my soul is twisted. My mind can’t stand another thought, my heart can stand another beat, my pussy can’t cum knowing you’ll leave me.  I’m in pain.