I need to prepare.
Need to do more than live in my head. I need to express myself. I need
to come clean… or at least prepare to come clean.
Nobody knows me. I think most would say they do, but they
have no idea. You know what I want you to know. Some of it may be deep, all of
it revealing enough to bring you closer to me. But the truth is, you never knew
me. I have never trusted anyone enough for them to really know me. Maybe if I
had, I might not be here in this position today.
How do justify my actions? How do I make sense of
the risks I took? How can I possibly validate my life up to this point?
Who will understand. How can anyone understand? Why would
anyone understand? Even I don’t understand!
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