LOVE HURTS

Why does love have to dig into the soul, like a well that’s drills for gold.

Digging deep down inside, in places you can’t hide,

till there’s no where left to go.

You betray your mind in hopes to find the lover to care for your core.

So you display your fears, expose your tears to reveal what love drills for.

The pain you feel would be worth the deal if the love in return was real

but the loss you were dealt was like nothing you felt

and now you are damaged material

I STILL LOVE YOU

Every now and then I still feel an emptiness inside that only you filled,

Deep in my heart I know, I’ve got to let go because to me you’ve never been real.

You tell me that you care, you tell me you’ll be there,

Lead me all around, now your nowhere to be found. 

But I still love you.

Lying in my bed at night feeling all alone,

Wishing you were here with me to sing you my love song.

I CANT FEEL YOU

Once upon a time, not to long ago, you were my lover and all I knew

Because I spent so much time loving you I wonder what happened, I can’t feel you.

I use to feel so connected to you like a hand in glove

I never had a problem showing you love

and now I feel like I’m all mixed up

and I know it’s all because you fucked up

I was good to you and gave you all I had,

you were my everything until things went bad.

Why did you lie and play so many games

Now I can’t feel you and you are to blame.

Utopia

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

This book is written by Selenia Scott, who alone, is creative, but under the influence of love reaches a new height of creative genius. She has written this book in the fashion of a fairy tale rhyme, based on a true story of love, faith and destiny. She is inspired by love and the love that she receives in return, and through these things comes forth the birth of this story.

“UTOPIA”

HOW CAN I SMILE WHEN ----

How can I smile when were miles apart

How can I live when you hold my heart

Tell Me….

How can I smile when your not around

how can I live when my heart can’t be found

Tell Me….

How do I smile when I watch you leave

how can I live when I can’t breathe

Tell Me….

How can I smile when my worlds upside down

how can I swim when without you I drown

Tell Me….

Expecting Destiny

When I was last in San Francisco, I decided to try out an escort service that provided women for other women. I have always been curious and I wanted to experience another woman, and a business trip away from home and away from my husband was the perfect opportunity. 

The lady I talked to on the phone was very friendly, although I knew she could sense my nervousness. I told her where my hotel was and took care of all the financial details, which was uncomfortable. I guess men are more open to paying for sex; it really freaked me out. Finally, she told me that I could expect a visit in probably close to an hour and that the girl coming was named Destiny. 

An Awesome Threesome

She was wearing a skin tight red body suit when we first noticed her. There was nothing left to the imagination with this suit - you could see the outline of her small yet nicely shaped breasts, and every now and then, even the nipples would show. The suit clung to her waist and hips, and showed a pair of well formed legs. And yet what it didn't show was just as important - there were no lines from any underwear of any kind - no panties, and no bra.