Monday, October 1, 2001

SOMETHING ABOUT YOU

From the night I first laid eyes on you
I knew there was something between me and you.

I could see it in your eyes, the way they sparkled, the way they shined.
Held your hand in mine and I knew it at the time,
from this day on we would have a special bind.

From your head down to your toes all about you I want to know.
Know  what your about from the inside to the out.

There’s no doubt in my mind, you are one of a kind,
someone worth knowing, someone worth loving.

Friday, June 22, 2001

Sympathy

I just want to remind you that time is a gift.  It works in wonderful and mysterious ways.  While there never seems to be enough time, there are also those occasions when time just seems to drag on.  While time can be generous and merciful it can also seem too short. 

Be grateful for the time you have, forgive the time that past, and allow for time to heal. Peace belongs to you.

Blessings~

DON’T I HAVE A RIGHT TO KNOW?

Don’t I have a right to know, when you come and go
Don’t you question me, when I come and leave
Isn’t it fair to say that we have lived this way?
For years it has been, so now why do you change?

The other day, I remember it well, you said you tired and wanted to rest  (confessed) you said you weren't hungry

I didn't know you went to our favorite restaurant without me to eat
You didn't tell me you were at the movies that’s why you didn’t get enough sleep
I thought we shared a bond that now seems so incomplete
Just confess it to me baby your just a low down dirty cheat

and today I find out that you were on the phone 
You tell me your leaving town, only the night before
I can’t even say good-bye cause your walking out the door.
You don’t know when you will be back...
Don't come back!

Chains...

From the top of my skull inside there is a string of some kind.  It and runs from my mind clear down through my spine and grabs all of my private thoughts and parts, this string even tugs at my heart. Today this string has turned into a chain, no longer light and giving, its strong and controlling.  I need relief.  I feel like I am being turned inside out and pulled in every direction that nowhere has been. Nothingness.

Nothingness plays his part today… in my mind, in my heart, in my pussy… everywhere my string runs the chain that binds me. In knots my soul is twisted. My mind can’t stand another thought, my heart can stand another beat, my pussy can’t cum knowing you’ll leave me.  I’m in pain. 

Sunday, April 1, 2001

Who do you think you are

Who do you think you are,
trying to step on the neck of a born to be star?
No one can stop what was destined to be
Try if you will with your negative energy
You failed from jump street,
because your insecurities made you weak, not me.

Friday, February 2, 2001

WHAT YOU ARE TO ME

You are the smile on my face
You are the style in my hair

You are the laughter in my ears
You are the essence of love in my nose
You are the air that I breathe

You are the vision in my eyes
You are the salt in my tears

You are the tingle down my spine
You are the chill in my bones
You are the lotion on my skin

Wednesday, November 1, 2000

LOVE HURTS

Why does love have to dig into the soul, like a well that’s drills for gold.
Digging deep down inside, in places you can’t hide,
till there’s no where left to go.

You betray your mind in hopes to find the lover to care for your core.
So you display your fears, expose your tears to reveal what love drills for.

The pain you feel would be worth the deal if the love in return was real
but the loss you were dealt was like nothing you felt
and now you are damaged material